eros: pillow thought

I lean over
Kiss the shoulder of the dream laying next to me
Watch the way sunbeams dance across your face
Unreal unreal unreal
The way I’m made to feel
though you’ve yet to open your eyes
and look at me
In that way that almost makes my heart stop beating in my chest
Your eyelashes flirt with the pillowcase that smells like me
And I wonder for a moment if I’m in your dreams
If subconscious me brings you happiness when you’re at rest
If you think about me the way I think about you when you’re not even aware of your thoughts

It’s a lot to process
at...6:34 in the morning, I know
but if I never do anything else with my day,
at least I got to take in the sight of you.